My open letter to my daughters(another one)

My daughter, this is the chance you will ever see. this word is quite remote, but I must try. It’s maybe too late for this confession to purge my conscience of guilty.

If I have time to re-raise you again, many things I want to do and promise you, so you will always remember how much love I ever had for you. Before I continue with this letter, I would love to say this word.
“I have seen so many flowers in my entire life, but you, my dearest loving daughters are the most beautiful flower I ever see”.

My beautiful daughters,
I will continue my letter some other time, my thoughts are empty right now, and I feel I lose all the words.
Until then my beautiful daughters……..

Yours truly love,

mommy

My love,
Are you alive?
Real?
Or, are you the most beautiful dream that I have had in my entire life?
Are you an angel?
Or a figment of my imagination?
Someone I fabricated to fill the void?
To soothe the pain?
Where did you find the time to listen?
How could you understand?

You made me laugh when my heart was crying.
You took me dancing when I couldn't take a step.
You helped me set new goals when I was dying.
You showed me dew drops and I had diamonds.

You brought me wild flower and I had orchids
You sang to me an angelic choirs burst forth in song
You held my hand and my whole being loved you.
You gave me a hope and I belonged to you.
I belonged to you and I have experienced all